Just left a day before i fly to Japan.. already partying (bukan party pun) with my Perodua's frens on thursday.. but today due to limitation of time, i am unable to join the other Perodua's frens 'mandi ayaq terjun' n BBQing...
I am just too tired... too much things to be done this week especially last friday... pressure and pressure... stress and totally fatigue...
Eventhough my body require a rest, but my heart trying to fight it because this trip would take a long period... so i need to meet the person i love, the person that always be by myside...
But tireness conquered everything!
Our meeting that suppose to be pleasing and loving turned into disaster! we had a fight.. and it is my fault... i scold her kaw-kaw for just an only simple thing... I cant control my anger and mood... I just too tired and the office thingie brought a lot of pressure inside me..
Last word she said to me ... 'jangan cari saya lagi'... and that make me totally down.. speechless... stress... fatigueness... and starting to feel lonely....
It is totally my fault... I'm sorry sayang.. really really sorry...... please forgive me... *_*
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