Just tetibe teringat pasal belog pertama aku dolu... 'http://muhd-ariff86.blog.friendster.com'.... belog yg isi dia semua pasal kehidupan peribadi and luahan perasaan aku zaman belajar dulu...
So aku pun cari la balik.. ingtkan dah lenyap.. upanya ada lagik..then bila baca balik some entries, aku terpikir 'macam ni upanya aku dulu'...dan secara otomatik all your principe dolu2 menjengah balik ke pikiran...
But what can i say is, it is just a thought of 'old me'... i'm quite differ now... and will be more differ in future.. but 1 thing that would never change is my spirit to succeed... and yet till now i'm not good in making a relationship, but i'm always good in what i want to be good at...
And another thing that i realize is, I never give a change to any women or gurlz (after being dump by my 1st love) to hurt my heart as I will always control the situation and create something that will only make her to hurt.... Sounds like i'm a bad guy, but it was a gurlz fault that changed me to be like now...
Hurm, if i had a time, i really want to read all the entries i wrote on that blog... maybe much of it would remind me on what i was suffering for, but i believe some of it may bring a laugh, color and much cheer in my memory....
10 comments:
huhuhu, sometimes hurting others makes us stronger..
but in other way, hurting them is hurting our self too..
and that what happened to me now *sigh*
i'm now done doing that things, kind of trying to appreciate others and let go the past..
just go with da flow and always setting up in my mind that this is a new life and it is not related to my past..
set up my mind??
that another phase dat i dont want to enter right now, hihihi..
Frankly said, i'm still fragile,
indeed, that makes me lucky a bit having everyone and u r one of them =)
hahaha.. really??? (kembang kejap =p)
nih yg rs nak bg souvenir satu lori nih =p
huhuhu, hebat kan saya guna aircond trus bodek..
mesti tido senyum2 bangga
bukan takat aircond, siap gune air-make-up (aircond tahap kilang perodua) cik aidan bodek.. hahaha
owh, tambah nak pakaikan make up kat kamu pon boley jer...
err..err.. nnti org ingt i nyah lak.. huhuhu x sanggup nokk tau =p
hihihi, bukan ekh?
haish.. hahahahaha
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