Haha...
All days since i was born in this world, there are so many things that i desire to have and to be...
Since the list may take more that 1000pages to be describe, so i will just narrow it down to the most things that i DESIRED TO BE!
Frankly said, since i was in primary school, kids around me are good in sports especially soccers... and most important things, that make them look outstanding and faymous!
But things are different for me since i'm kind of skema kid. I cant play soccer well and to make it worst, i never contribute any point for my rumah sukan in any acara olahraga... hurmmm~~
So if sports dont suit me well, maybe being among the best students in school is my destiny~~~ hurmmm... but sadly to said, i never got A's for my mathematic subject until my SPM paper.. hahaha 2As for UPSR, 3As for PMR and just 1A for my SPM shows that i have nothing to proud on my academic achievement....
Looking those happy face while taking the certificate on behalf of their children during 'penyampaian anugerah cemerlang akademik dan sukan', make my heart struggling!...because none of the face are belong to my parents... hurmm... dissapointed with my own-self is what i always felt...
Chance of being accepted to Matriculation College make me think that my time to succeed has already come! but for the whole days from the first day i register up until my final day at that college, i waste my time and mind of falling and drowning into blindness of monkey love... ...
So i end my Matriculation with an ordinary achievement... nothing to be proud of for the second time...huhuhu
I try to be smart by choosing UTeM as my first University choice (bajet budak pandai tak masuk K.U), and Automotive Engineering as my field of study because i believe i am good in Automotive and can excel during my universities years! But for the third time, nothing to be proud! I am graduated with 2nd class upper with an ordinary GCPA...
So i end up my academic achievement mission with 'RED-flying-color'!
Beside being excel in academic, i also want to be good in music! yea yeahhhh!!`~~ since i realise that my voice is toooooooooooooo 'nice' to hear, so i decided to be a GooOOOoooOooD Musician! no matter la guitar ka, violin ka, piano ka, drum ka rekoder ka... x kesahla as long as i can play that thing!... but i believe, i dont have any talent in music because no matter how hard i tried, i would never succeed....~~huhuhuhu T______T
not good in soccer, dunno how to play guitar, not good in many sports.. And behind all the failure, i grew up to be an Automotive Engineer... without extra capabilities.... what good about me is i always belief as long as you live, there are still a time to be good in what ever you desire to be... and because of that, even my voice is tooooo nice to hear but without cat-cat-shy, when i hold the mic, i will just karok until puas! and even i can be categorize as kaki bangku, but without shy-shy-cat gak, i will just play!
Because dummies may succeed if they try hard but would be stupid-dumber if they stop and believe that it is not important on their live.....
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